{"id":24,"date":"2019-01-27T23:10:00","date_gmt":"2019-01-27T23:10:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2022-05-16T20:53:33","modified_gmt":"2022-05-16T20:53:33","slug":"karisik-kaset","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/karisik-kaset\/","title":{"rendered":"Kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k Kaset"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Selamlaar, selamlaar, selamlar sana dostum!<\/span>
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\n<\/span>Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc konudan bahsetmeden \u00f6nce konu m\u00fczi\u011fini veriyorum;<\/span><\/span>
\nVera -Beyo\u011flu’nun Can\u0131n\u0131 Alm\u0131\u015flar<\/span><\/a>
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\n<\/span><\/span>“Beyo\u011flu\u2019nun can\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015flar. <\/b><\/span>
\nEski zamanlara yol vermi\u015fler. <\/b><\/span>
\nKald\u0131r\u0131m ta\u015flar\u0131 ard\u0131nda, <\/b>
\nSanki yanm\u0131\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya!”<\/b>
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\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc konumuz biraz kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k, biraz edebiyat, biraz tarih, biraz oradan biraz buradan derken az biraz kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m. Biraz biraz dedim, bug\u00fcn de me\u015fhur “Palya\u00e7o” \u015fiiri d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc akl\u0131ma, bu birazlar oradan m\u0131 geldi acaba?<\/span>
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\n<\/span>“Biraz birazd\u0131m her \u015feyden,<\/span><\/b>
\nD\u00fcn biraz sinirlenmi\u015ftim mesela.<\/span><\/b>
\nYar\u0131n bir kad\u0131n\u0131 sevece\u011fim biraz.<\/span><\/b>
\nBiraz biraz k\u00f6r oldum bug\u00fcnlerde.”<\/span><\/b>
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\n<\/span>\u00c7ok al\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131k, ama ad\u0131ndan bahsedip de \u015fiirden kesit atmasak olmazd\u0131 de\u011fil mi dostum? Hele ki b\u00f6yle g\u00fczel bir \u015fiirden. Neyse, konumuza d\u00f6nelim. Vera ile ba\u015flad\u0131k, biraz da Vera grubu ile ayn\u0131 isme sahip, edebiyat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n unutulmayan, \u015f\u0131psevdi a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 olarak tan\u0131mlayaca\u011f\u0131m Naz\u0131m Hikmet abimizin Vera’s\u0131ndan bahsedelim.<\/span><\/span>
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\n<\/span>\u201cLanet olsun, ne muazzam \u015fey seni sevmek!\u201d<\/b> c\u00fcmlesiyle g\u00f6n\u00fcllerde ve haf\u0131zalarda yer eder bu sevgi. Naz\u0131m abimiz Moskova’ya seyahati s\u0131ras\u0131nda bir arkada\u015f\u0131 arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla tan\u0131\u015f\u0131r Vera ile ve o an a\u015f\u0131k olur. Arada engeller vard\u0131r, ikisi de evlidir, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 vard\u0131r ve ya\u015f fark\u0131 vard\u0131r.<\/span> Naz\u0131m Hikmet’in g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rmez hi\u00e7birini. En g\u00fczel \u015fiirlerini yazar Vera’ya, en sonunda da amac\u0131na ula\u015f\u0131r, evlenirler. \u0130kisi de adeta ikinci baharlar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015far, \u015fehirler gezerler beraber, toplant\u0131lara falan kat\u0131l\u0131rlar.<\/span><\/span>
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\n<\/span>1963 yaz\u0131n\u0131 bilirsin sevgili dostum, edebiyat\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck bir insan\u0131 kaybetti\u011fi yazd\u0131r. Haziran’\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnde kalp krizi ge\u00e7irir Naz\u0131m. Hastaneye kald\u0131r\u0131lsa da, m\u00fcdahale yap\u0131lsa da geri d\u00f6nmemek \u00fczere ayr\u0131l\u0131r aram\u0131zdan ve geriye c\u00fczdan\u0131ndaki resminin arkas\u0131nda yazan \u015fu m\u0131sralar kal\u0131r:<\/span><\/span>
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\n<\/span><\/span>\u201cGelsene dedi bana<\/b>
\nKalsana dedi bana<\/b>
\nG\u00fclsene dedi bana<\/b>
\n\u00d6lsene dedi bana<\/b>
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\n<\/b>Geldim<\/b>
\nKald\u0131m <\/b>
\nG\u00fcld\u00fcm<\/b>
\n\u00d6ld\u00fcm\u201d<\/b>
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\n<\/span>Fazla karamsar oldu bu yaz\u0131 galiba. Ancak edebiyat ve tarihin kesi\u015fti\u011fi yerde mutlu olaylar \u00e7ok az ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar k\u0131ymetli dostum, sen de biliyorsun. \u00dcmit Ya\u015far O\u011fuzcan mesela, edebiyat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n en \u00f6nemli \u015fairlerinden biridir. “Milyon Kere Ayten” \u015fiiri ki\u015fisel favorim olsa da, hikayesini sonradan \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim bir \u015fiir var, o\u011flu i\u00e7in yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u015fiir. Ondan bahsedeyim istiyorum.<\/span><\/span>
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\n<\/span>\u00dcmit Ya\u015far O\u011fuzcan hayat\u0131 boyunca birka\u00e7 kez intihara te\u015febb\u00fcs etmi\u015f bir \u015fairimiz. \u015eiirlerindeki melankolinin nas\u0131l olu\u015ftu\u011fu a\u015fikar. Bu denemeler o\u011flu olduktan sonra da devam eder ve ev i\u00e7inde bu konular konu\u015fulduk\u00e7a evdeki huzur da giderek azal\u0131r. 1973 y\u0131l\u0131nda 17 ya\u015f\u0131nda bir delikanl\u0131 olan Vedat O\u011fuzcan ise daha fazla dayanamaz bu duruma, \u00e7\u0131kar Galata Kulesi’ne ve adeta babas\u0131na bir ders verircesine b\u0131rak\u0131r kendini kuleden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya. Kendini yere att\u0131\u011f\u0131nda elinde bir not oldu\u011fu s\u00f6ylenir, bahsi ge\u00e7en notta \u015f\u00f6yle yazmaktad\u0131r: “Baba \u00f6yle intihar edilmez, b\u00f6yle edilir.”<\/span><\/span>
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\n<\/span>\u00dcmit Ya\u015far O\u011fuzcan i\u00e7in ya\u015faman\u0131n as\u0131l i\u015fkence haline geldi\u011fi y\u0131llar b\u00f6ylelikle ba\u015flar ve bir \u015fiir yazar o\u011flu i\u00e7in, ad\u0131 “Galata Kulesi” olan bir \u015fiir:<\/span><\/span>
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\n<\/span><\/span>“Bir fincan kahve, bir kadeh konyak,<\/b>
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm yolcusunun son arzusuydu bu,<\/b>
\nbir adam d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc Galata Kulesi’nden;<\/b>
\nbu adam benim o\u011flumdu.”<\/b>
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Laf Galata Kulesi’nden a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fken K\u0131z Kulesi ile olan b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fklar\u0131ndan ve bu a\u015fk\u0131n meyvesinden bahsetmezsek olmaz. Belki duymu\u015fsundur. Bu b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fk\u0131 duymu\u015fsundur en az\u0131ndan ama meyvesini pek duyan olmaz, Sunay Ak\u0131n okuyanlar hari\u00e7. Biraz bahsedeyim, havalar olumlu gelsin.<\/span><\/span>
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\n<\/span>528 Y\u0131l\u0131nda, K\u0131z Kulesi’nin tam kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dikilen heybetli, yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 Galata Kulesi y\u00fckselmi\u015f yava\u015f yava\u015f. \u0130stanbul’un g\u00fczel k\u0131z\u0131 ile yaman delikanl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131 daha Galata Kulesi y\u00fckselirken ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f. Ancak bu efsanevi a\u015fk, b\u00fcy\u00fck oldu\u011fu kadar da imkans\u0131zm\u0131\u015f. Aralar\u0131nda koca bir deniz varken ikisi de birbirine ula\u015famam\u0131\u015f. G\u00fcnlerden bir g\u00fcn Galata Kulesi, Hezarfen ile yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u00fcm mektuplar\u0131 yollam\u0131\u015f K\u0131z Kulesi’ne. Ama daha kuleye ula\u015famadan denize d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f mektuplar. Neyse ki g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f K\u0131z Kulesi durumu, mart\u0131lar ile \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6ylemi\u015f Galata Kulesi’ne.<\/span><\/span>
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\n<\/span>Bu a\u015fk\u0131n meyvesi ise tek gecelik bir a\u015fk hikayesi ile do\u011far. Ancak minareler bask\u0131n gelir, \u00e7ocu\u011fu tutamazlar orada. Babas\u0131 Galata Kulesi’ne son bir bak\u0131\u015f atarak Lizbon’a yerle\u015fir \u00e7ocuk ve Belem Kulesi ad\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r. T\u0131pk\u0131 anne babas\u0131 gibi hapishane olarak kullan\u0131l\u0131r bir d\u00f6nem. Ancak bu hikayenin en b\u00fcy\u00fck kan\u0131t\u0131 ise \u015fudur;<\/span><\/span>
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\n<\/span>Belem Kulesi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f olarak ayn\u0131 babas\u0131 olan Galata Kulesi’ne benzer ve kayal\u0131klar \u00fczerinde kuruludur, t\u0131pk\u0131 annesi K\u0131z Kulesi gibi.<\/span><\/span>
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\n<\/span>\u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle sevgili dostum, daha fazla da g\u00f6zlerini yormadan burada sonland\u0131r\u0131yorum yaz\u0131y\u0131, arada yapar\u0131m belki b\u00f6yle \u015feyler.<\/span><\/span>
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\n<\/span>Kendine iyi bak,<\/span><\/span>
\nBol y\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131 geceler ile kal<\/span>
\nVe her \u015feyden \u00f6nce;<\/span>
\nMutlu kal sevgili dostum.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Selamlaar, selamlaar, selamlar sana dostum! Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc konudan bahsetmeden \u00f6nce konu m\u00fczi\u011fini veriyorum; Vera -Beyo\u011flu’nun Can\u0131n\u0131 Alm\u0131\u015flar “Beyo\u011flu\u2019nun can\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015flar.  Eski zamanlara yol vermi\u015fler.  Kald\u0131r\u0131m ta\u015flar\u0131 ard\u0131nda,  Sanki yanm\u0131\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya!” Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc konumuz biraz kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k, biraz edebiyat, biraz tarih, biraz oradan biraz buradan derken az biraz kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m. Biraz biraz dedim, bug\u00fcn de me\u015fhur “Palya\u00e7o” \u015fiiri d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc…<\/p>\n

—<\/span>Ben biraz daha bakay\u0131m buna—<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":480,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[6,7,3,2,5,8,4],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/karisik-kaset-copy.png?fit=1080%2C1080","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=24"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/480"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=24"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=24"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=24"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}