{"id":13,"date":"2019-08-19T21:21:00","date_gmt":"2019-08-19T21:21:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2021-02-19T03:08:29","modified_gmt":"2021-02-19T03:08:29","slug":"anlaticinin-oykusu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/anlaticinin-oykusu\/","title":{"rendered":"Anlat\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n \u00d6yk\u00fcs\u00fc"},"content":{"rendered":"
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K\u0131ymetli dostum B\u00fc\u015fra’ya selam olsun \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

Tekrar merhaba sevgili arkada\u015f\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Son yolculu\u011fumuzun \u00fcst\u00fcnden epey zaman ge\u00e7ti, biliyorum. Tahmin etti\u011fimden biraz daha yo\u011fun bir zaman diliminden ge\u00e7iyorum. Bug\u00fcn T\u00fcrk Edebiyat\u0131’n\u0131n \u00f6nemli hikaye yazarlar\u0131ndan olan Tomris Uyar’\u0131 ele alaca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015flamadan yine par\u00e7am\u0131z\u0131 veriyorum.<\/p>\n

Yeni T\u00fcrk\u00fc – Ya\u011fmurun Elleri<\/a><\/span>
\n
\n<\/span>“Hi\u00e7 kimsenin, ya\u011fmurun bile<\/span>
\n B\u00f6yle k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck elleri yoktu.”<\/span><\/p>\n

Tomris’in hukuk\u00e7u olan anne ve babas\u0131n\u0131n edebiyata olan ilgisi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde, \u00e7eviri ve \u00f6yk\u00fcye olan ilgisinin nas\u0131l olu\u015ftu\u011funu anl\u0131yoruz. Turgut’un aksine varl\u0131kl\u0131 bir ailede b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in kolejlerde \u00f6\u011frenim g\u00f6ren Tomris, lise s\u0131ralar\u0131nda ilk \u00f6yk\u00fc denemelerini yazm\u0131\u015f ve \u00fcniversitede \u00e7evirilere ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f. \u0130lk \u00e7evirisini yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131rada kolej a\u015fk\u0131 olan \u00dclk\u00fc Tamer ile evlenmi\u015f, \u00e7evreleri taraf\u0131ndan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn bile ay\u0131ramayaca\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6ylenmi\u015fti. Ancak kader biraz fazla melankoli seviyor zira \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 olan Ekin s\u00fctten bo\u011fulmu\u015f ve bu b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fk b\u00f6yle veda etmi\u015f bize.<\/p>\n

Tomris kesinlikle a\u015fk\u0131n kad\u0131n\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. \u00dclk\u00fc Tamer ile bo\u015fand\u0131ktan sonra Cemal S\u00fcreya ile evlenmi\u015f, hatta \u00f6ylesine a\u015f\u0131k olmu\u015f ki Cemal S\u00fcreya, Tomris’in “\u015eahsiyet R\u00f6tar\u0131” dedi\u011fi bir olay ortaya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f. Belki duymu\u015fsundur bunu sevgili dostum ama yine de bahsedeyim istiyorum ki Cemal S\u00fcreya nas\u0131l seviyor bir kez daha g\u00f6relim.<\/p>\n

Cemal S\u00fcreya, her g\u00fcn i\u015ften \u00e7\u0131kar \u00e7\u0131kmaz hi\u00e7bir yere u\u011framadan eve gidermi\u015f. Tomris bir g\u00fcn “Biraz da arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n yana git, vakit ge\u00e7ir.” demi\u015f. \u00d6yle ya, S\u00fcreya da ertesi g\u00fcn on dakika ge\u00e7 gelmi\u015f, sonraki g\u00fcn on be\u015f, sonraki g\u00fcn yar\u0131m saat. B\u00f6yle b\u00f6yle derken bir g\u00fcn Tomris \u00f6rt\u00fc silkelerken ger\u00e7e\u011fin k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f ortaya. Cemal S\u00fcreya her g\u00fcn gelip kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde “gecikiyormu\u015f.”<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n

Aradan \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l ge\u00e7mi\u015f ve bu a\u015fk da biterek dostlu\u011fa evrilmi\u015f. Bu a\u015fk\u0131n bitimine yak\u0131n Tomris ile Turgut tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Tomris \u00f6yle u\u011fur getirmi\u015f ki Uyar’a, yedi y\u0131l s\u00fcren suskunlu\u011funu bozdurmu\u015f adeta. Bu y\u00fczden Turgut ona Esin Perisi demi\u015f. Turgut’un kaybetme korkusu ile sevdi\u011fi Tomris’ten de bir \u00e7ocu\u011fu olmu\u015f. Tomris’in en uzun ili\u015fkisi 1969 y\u0131l\u0131nda b\u00f6ylelikle ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fken, 1985 y\u0131l\u0131nda Uyar’\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmesiyle sona ermi\u015f. Turgut’tan Tomris’e ise \u015fu muazzam dizeler kalm\u0131\u015f:<\/p>\n

\u201cBir bozuk saattir y\u00fcre\u011fim, hep sende durur.\u201d<\/span><\/o:p><\/div>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bu hikayede bir de geride kalan var ki biz onu “Fazla \u015eiirden \u00d6len \u015eair” olarak biliriz. Evet Edip Cansever’den bahsediyorum. Bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc Tomris’i kendine a\u015f\u0131k edemeyen ama a\u015fk\u0131ndan da asla vazge\u00e7meyen Edip Cansever. Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fiirler mi yoksa Platonik a\u015fk\u0131 m\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc bilinmez ama hislerini asla gizlemedi\u011fini yazd\u0131klar\u0131ndan biliyoruz. Tomris’in do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc olan 15 Mart’ta her y\u0131l bir \u015fiir yay\u0131nlayarak a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 ilan edi\u015fi de bunun en b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00f6rne\u011fi zann\u0131mca.<\/p>\n

“Bir ad\u0131n vard\u0131 senin, Tomris Uyar\u2019d\u0131<\/span>
\nAd\u0131n\u0131 yenile bu y\u0131l, ama bak Tomris uyar olsun gene”<\/span>
\n
\n<\/span>T\u00fcm bu olanlar\u0131n ard\u0131ndan Tomris’in a\u015fka doymu\u015f y\u00fcre\u011fi 2003 y\u0131l\u0131nda yenik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor ya\u015fam hevesine ve geriye y\u00fczlerce \u015fiir, mektup, \u00f6yk\u00fc ve g\u00fczel an\u0131lar b\u0131rak\u0131yor, bizi de yaz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n sonuna getiriyor.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 haz\u0131rlarken \u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, Tomris’i tam anlatamamaktan korktum ama g\u00fczel sevileni seveniyle anmak daha mant\u0131kl\u0131 geldi. Normal seyahatlerimiz gibi olmad\u0131 ama merak etme, o seyahat i\u00e7in de haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 tamaml\u0131yorum \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

Kendine dikkat et ve unutma;
\nYa\u015fam daima bize g\u00fclmek i\u00e7in sebep vermeyebilir,
\nBazen sebebi kendimiz e\u015feleyip bulmal\u0131y\u0131z \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

K\u0131ymetli dostum B\u00fc\u015fra’ya selam olsun \ud83d\ude42 Tekrar merhaba sevgili arkada\u015f\u0131m, Son yolculu\u011fumuzun \u00fcst\u00fcnden epey zaman ge\u00e7ti, biliyorum. Tahmin etti\u011fimden biraz daha yo\u011fun bir zaman diliminden ge\u00e7iyorum. Bug\u00fcn T\u00fcrk Edebiyat\u0131’n\u0131n \u00f6nemli hikaye yazarlar\u0131ndan olan Tomris Uyar’\u0131 ele alaca\u011f\u0131z. Ba\u015flamadan yine par\u00e7am\u0131z\u0131 veriyorum. Yeni T\u00fcrk\u00fc – Ya\u011fmurun Elleri “Hi\u00e7 kimsenin, ya\u011fmurun bile  B\u00f6yle k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck elleri yoktu.” Tomris’in…<\/p>\n

—<\/span>Ben biraz daha bakay\u0131m buna—<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":309,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[6,7,3,2,5,8,4],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/anlaticinin-oykusu.jpg?fit=1080%2C1080","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/309"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cagataydemircioglu.com.tr\/cninzihni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}